I've been here before between dark and light, hoping and estranged. Where waves of high seas clash against the wall, its a haunting sound empty and full, in and out of my emotions, the waves of it all crashing against my aloneness over me and sweeping me out to sea...i am flowing he prophesies me to do it and i drift here and there untill I flow in spirit and truth..I saw the Phantoms of yesterday...shadow memories calling forth to be redeemed from...
I want prophecy where things are released and people are freed...otherwise i just drift alone out there...meaningless..
oh im not on yesterdays reef waiting for tides..."My God wil move these deep waters for you the nite will open blue and clear with vision...I am relieved at your word vision , God, the tide strengthens you refreshing me and salty waters of my soul..there is no hiding you reveal my intermost parts.
What seas of longing brought me to the place where my soul divided by seas of tempest and longing, stand I looking out for my prophecy to come...my God had not forgotton my heart here..long had my soul searched and chased this place where the breaches haunted at me and forbid me to enter and feel its embrace..I realize i cannot touch it, i realize yet it calls to me somewhere, I admit the emotions to find her redeemtion and redeem. I am a stranger at my family door, only my longing answers back at me and the eyes of the sons and daughter, children of the lost and forgotton poor, search at me with their eyes for comfort or a word admidst the turmoil of the streets. It is a long answer one of a road traveled long, only the eyes of God ca judge the conditions. only my God could freely know and understand the ways of a man and how to turn the shift to a salvation.
Meanwhile the thunder roars outside and shakes me inside, jarring ancient memories of childhood ruins. They lay silent now they want to rest like the sea at nite and flow to another place. I want to blame at times for this longing, this breach only sea and city yet I stand alone with my own destiny waiting to be fulfilled. That ole demon rejection raises its head again and tries to drown me to dark seas that no vision here will live. I struggle from her grasp as she claws at my emotions and feelings trying to draw out my energy for her reserves, suddenly i push free from her grasp,,,I run as never did before, past all her ruins, past all the vacant places she tries to keep me, I am laughing,,,I have nothing left and my feet hit the cool sands near the water..I am laughing at the sound of the enemies accusations and haunts,,the wind encourages me on...I run to the sea ,,,that deep place where God and I rush at each other in the nite watches...It is incredible energy and emotions....I want to speak in this place somewhere a prophesy whispers to be formed and breathe his word to life..i am stunned Oh move these waters and open the nite to your spirit..My and I climb the cliff over the sea together...while climbing i run away laughing at the raped rocks of yesterdays...I have no time to notice them they are unimportant and bleached out by time and tide.
WE are looking out to places no man has seen and no woman dare walk upon..prophesy over this nite vision as my God roars at me from the sea questioning my desire and pity, beckoning me to climb higher than the thoughts of men...blue and painted vision of seas calls and the tide of his spirit strengthens me..no tongue can utter translate it......as we run laughing into the dark nite....................God and I. No Man can scoff me.
