of the lost ,seas and lost reflections of the prophetic girl

Somethings just flow into being, others seem to have to be called forth. I just stated at the meeting I wanted a life that really jumps out, thats really happening. Prophets in the Old testament: Ezekiel had his most profound visions while still in captivity, prophet jeremiah, wept and put himself on level with those struggling. Some extraordinary things can come to pass in our darkest moments. Dealing with my brothers death the last few months and my own sons struggles against his bully school...reminds me why Im doing all this prophesying over events and hopes to come...Things can change and shift into productive explosions of vision and life...Im drifting in and out of all these thoughts and challenges....calling things forth that are not...there is nothing left to stand on but that when your lost out on the seas. nowhere is the training field how could I not see it. Could I do it, prophesy right here lost at sea.or fall back into the morbid reflection,,prophesy?.could i do it once more with storms raging all around "step out launch out into the deep of spirit and truth; to be swept back in by the waves of hope.....